i dont even know what im doing with my life anymore. i’ve barely done anything productive besides going to school and i’ve been pushing everyone away because i dont know how to handle anything anymore. i’ve lost half of my friends since january and i miss all of them, and whenever i try to talk to my mon to get advice all she does is shut me out and ignores me. i’m losing my mind over everything, this is all super confusing and i can’t handle this anymore