i could kill myself right now and no one would know,
i can finally kill myself without anyone caring
i dont have anyfriends anymore and none of the friends i do have care about me and most likely hate me. i feel so alone
i want to fucking kill myself so badly
i really want to jurt myself and i just want to die at this fucgin point
i still feel kind of bleck
i just want to make things right between us, i dont want to lose you.
i dont even know what im doing with my life anymore. i’ve barely done anything productive besides going to school and i’ve been pushing everyone away because i dont know how to handle anything anymore. i’ve lost half of my friends since january and i miss all of them, and whenever i try to talk to my mon to get advice all she does is shut me out and ignores me. i’m losing my mind over everything, this is all super confusing and i can’t handle this anymore